Have you ever realized?

Hello all!
I've had several times this month and last as well...I think, where I've thought of realizations to put here, and even ways to word them. (some.) I can't quite remember them all now, nor even many.
I've realized I have spent far too many days indoors and have started to focus more on my self rather than Him, and more on my physical world.
I've realized I almost forgot the actual joy of going through a super tough hike and seeing the amazing beautiful, superiorly awesome view and remembering Who made it all.
I've realized I think some physical things through far too much. Like friendships, and when should I start "dating" or should I "date", and who should I date when I do start? I don't need to worry about those things yet. Really.
I've realized although I don't get a lot of politics and they can be amusing and infuriating (and I really mean infuriating) they are rather important to at least slightly understand if one wants to have a say in this country, and by golly do I want a say.
I've realized I really really REALLY get into stories. Like, they REEALLY puuull at my heartstrings. Plus, I think maybe I think through even history's stories maybe too much. Not like dissecting them exactly nor trying to dicipher all the possible different meanings, but rather thinking, "GOSH, what must that have BEEN like? To go against your own country, almost, and besides knowing you may be fighting friends and family, to know you were going up against probably the most powerful military force in the world then?" And then getting heartwrenched over it, when it was hundreds of years ago! AND,
I have realized I NEED to realize, humans in stories, whether real or no, are just that:human. Maybe they have/had a wonderful growing relationship with God, but they still are just humans. George Washington was very cool, but he was JUST a man.
I may not agree with this administration AT ALL, but he is JUST a man. And no matter what happens, this is JUST physical. No one can do anything past our death to us. And no matter what happens, its ALL in God's hands and no one elses. And however much power the devil may seem to have, he is defeated, and he's just poking around like the loser he is, waiting for the ultimate end. GOD is the victor, plus He loves us, which is an amazing, merciful, wonderful plus.
AND I'm getting quite carried away with this post.
I really really really want to be in the next play.
God will do whats best for us all, me included, because He always does, and He promised He would and He never ever breaks His promises-even if I think I'm left floundering, its probably because I was trying to push through by myself instead of accepting His help...even though He knows and sees everything, so why wouldn't I want the help?
I've realized I can get very passionate about things, and it kind of worries me sometime. Like I think maybe someday I'll just blow up at someone. Haha, I don't REALLY think that, and to be honest, it doesn't really worry me, I've just noticed it.
PLEASE KNOW: This is not meant to be angsty. This is actually happy for me. Its just.t..points. And truths. And things I have remembered, been shown, and discovered. Its not me trying to rant or anything. This is good stuff, trust me! :P
And now.
"you can't knock 'em out
you can't walk away
try desperately to think of the politest way to say
just get outta my face
just leave me a-lo-one
and no you can't have my number..why?
'cause I lost my phone."
heh heh heh.
Goodnight, goodbye to all. :P I am so looking forward to Thanksgiving, and DEFINITELY Christmaas! :D
God bless all y'all.
NOTE: I must say, I do understand that the devil has some power and that we shouldn't just ignore him. I'm just saying, he has FAR less power than our all-powerful God. And that shouldn't be ignored either. :)